on hating my job

i have not been happy with my job for the last while but lately with new changes and people leaving my dislike for the job is turning into hatred. and its sad there are lots of good things, my coworkers, the fact i can wear what i want, its a nice office, i have a nice computer. but the lack of leadership, the stress, my new boss, the fact that i dont want to work at all...just kinda nibbles on my passion and eats away at my heart.

i know what i should be doing but financially i'm scared. and i know worrying about money and feeling stressed about pursuing my passion and "making it" can be just as depression. for now i think i just need to plan my way out. and save my way out. and watch tv shows on the internet for free while i'm meant to be working.

sadly though, boredom at work can lead to boredom everywhere else and you start looking for entertainment and drama in all the wrong places. arg, i'll just have to find my way through this.