shit, i forgot to post anything

oh wait, nothing has really happened, so that kinda makes sense.

the newest thing i'm doing these days is whatever the hell i want to because i have an underactive thyroid and apparently this is related to the emotional belief "i never get to do what i want"....which is a belief i strongly hold to.

so now, i have been working on doing, being, saying, thinking and wanting whatever the heck i want to.

illustrious affairs!
more money!
a better body!
no more working!
partying til dawn!

all this and more will be mine, if i want it. and i do....except for the days when I just want to nap.